LUKE 24:20

 "The chief priests and our rulers handed Him over to be sentenced to death, and they crucified Him;" - Luke 24:20

Do You still hate thinking about it?  When Cleopas mentioned the crucifixion, it was fresh.  I'm guessing there was still pain and sadness - even as I think about it, horrible feelings come up just imaging what kind of physical pain You went through.

But now, when You think about that day, what do You think about?  The pain? The betrayal? The role it played in saving humanity? The sacrifice You made for the Father?  The people that stood by You? God's plan?

I'm trying to think of a physically painful experience that I've gone through - broken bone, knee surgery recovery.  But nothing even compares to the duration and extremity of what You went through.  And then you add in the emotional / spiritual effects - and no one can relate.  So, I was just wondering what it was like now whenever it's mentioned.